Friday, December 21, 2001

This is from Nichole:

Hey wow, I didnt notice how petty you can be. Its nice how you can be friends for one moment until you get pissed off by something the other person says, isn't it? Actually, this happens ALL THE FUCKING TIME! Its like, 'Oh hey yeah,that guy is cool' and 5 minutes later 'Oh my god that person is such an asshole.. I can't believe what they did..' Yeah, even I am guilty of doing that, but its really time to stop. Hey, sam.. remember when you said you weren't gonna get mad at me for what I said about one of your crazyass friends? Yeah, then you got mad.. hey it's human nature.. you should realize that, though, before you say something like that. So how about lets all remove the sticks out of our asses and get on with life as it should be.

Wednesday, December 19, 2001

Hullo everybody and i hope you are having a good day. Today is my birthday and i am thrilled. A word to the wise beware shopping parents they don't desire company.


latz

Tuesday, December 11, 2001

Gather around everybody... Time for Uncle Jack's Reading time... *corny children's TV Show music* Today we are going to be reading Ringworld By Larry Niven.

Uncle Jack's Suggested Books:
- Ender's Game
- Ender's Shadow
- The Moon is a Harsh Mistress
- Footfall
- Ringworld
- The Ringworld Engineers
- The Man-Kzin Wars (four total)

Monday, December 10, 2001

To celebrate the quasi-rebirth of the blog, I give you the first non-stolen bazarro crap link i've found Cow Funney
To celebrate the quasi-rebirth of the blog, I give you the first non-stolen bazarro crap link i've found Cow Funney

Sunday, December 09, 2001

Today a young man on acid realized that all matter is merely energy condensed to a slow vibration. That we are all one consciousness experiencing itself subjectively. There's no such thing as death, life is only a dream, and we are the imagination of ourselves...
-Sac
well.. today has been shit. I would like to know why people make plans two days ahead of time and then just fuck them over the day they're supposed to happen. I mean, we have common fucking sense right? Does it not apply in this case? The inability to count on anything is driving me insane. How does one look forward to something when he knows it isn't going to happen?
In my case, I am trying very hard to overcome this depression and I'm told constantly to look forward to things. It is supposed to make things easier. I really do not have much to look forward to at this point, so I'm starting with small things like, oh, I don't know, hanging out with friends. That's the problem. Everytime I make plans with someone, they never work out. Can someone tell me why? Is it because they're just trying to make me feel better at any given time? When the day arrives, there is no call, so I call them. Usually, the answer is, "Oh yeah, well I totally forgot about my homework." . That is understandable to an extent, but shouldn't the person THINK about what they have to do before planning other things? It's even better when you find out someone else is hanging out there. I mean, wow you just really feel appreciated then. There is no way you can just hang up the phone and not feel pissed off.
Just think about this, wouldn't it be nice to be able to count on someone who is supposed to be considered a friend?
Well mabye it might take you a few minutes, but don't think too hard kiddies. You might actually use some of that intelligence stuff you hear about all the time.

Friday, December 07, 2001

This is a cool ass song and video. Where's Your Head At is kinda creepy, but damn cool. Check it out.

Wednesday, December 05, 2001

You know, It's 5:53, im still fucking awake... I think god hates me. Hmm... zombie... fun.

Monday, December 03, 2001

If you care in less than 17 days i'll be 16 and some people wont for another 5 months hahahahahahahahah
*smiles and begins to laugh again like an evil maniac*
hrm, the danish word for cook is 'kok' (yes, it's pronounced that way...). i almost died when someone told me they worked as a kok....like a one-eyed chef

Sunday, December 02, 2001

wheeeeeeeee....
this is fun.




Uhhhhhh... hmm... yeah.

Wednesday, November 28, 2001

*looks around and smells the overwhelming stench of stagnation..* we need a conversational topic for everyone

Tuesday, November 27, 2001

oh, yea, this is of little importance to all of you, but i changed my e-mail address. I still check all of mine, but this is my new preferred and i will change my MSN as soon as i can figure out what's fucked up with trillian.
My E-mail Addresses
- varkrath@subdimension.com (preferred)
- jack_bw@subdimension.com
- vakrath@operamail.com
- jack_bw@operamail.com (MSN e-mail)
- jozilla@operamail.com
- jackson_bw@halcyon.com
Wow, this demostraits that people on the net have NO LIVES!!! The "Poor Man;s Star Wars" is a totally ASCII version of the first starwars. Run Telnet and goto towel.blinkenlights.nl or type telnet://towel.blinkenlights.nl/ into the address box of Internet Explorer. I didn't watch all of it, but from what i did watch, its is damn well done.

Monday, November 26, 2001

as most of you know. me and zacs band is having a concert this saturday...NORTH BEND COMMUNITY CENTER, 7PM - 11PM..3 $ AT THE DOOR..BE THERE OR BE A FAGGOT. this is gonna be awesome you guys, we might suck, but the 3 other bands wont...please come out and show your support..laterz

Sunday, November 25, 2001

Wow, this is quite possibly the coolest site i have ever been to. Not because it has the most pimp shit (but it does have some cool stuff) and not because i'm probably going to change my e-mail address to there, but because they are totally into people submiting stuff to them. More then anything eles, they want you to send them stuff. Just go here and check it out.

Thursday, November 22, 2001

Sam- thats a really good song, Tool kick ass! so yeah, its turkey day...i can almost hear myself getting fatter. Last night i cooked some hash foods, it was pretty cool. first i heated the hash in butter (youre supposed to, heating it activates the THC more), then mixed it with cookies and shit. i ate a bunch of them, and got this crazy ass body high. it was like...different, but definately fun...
You know, i ususally frown upon it when people post song lyrics on this here thingy, but, well, now i understand why. Some songs just touch you so profoudly you want to share it with everyone else. The problem being the nature of music is that it affects everyone differently. That being said, this probably wont mean anything to you, but here's the song i've been listening to non stop for the last... 2 horus.

Dreaming of that face again.
It's bright and blue and shimmering.
Grinning wide
And comforting me with it's three warm and wild eyes.

On my back and tumbling
Down that hole and back again
Rising up
And wiping the webs and the dew from my withered eye.

In... Out... In... Out... In... Out...

A child's rhyme stuck in my head.
It said that life is but a dream.
I've spent so many years in question
to find I've known this all along.

'So good to see you.
I've missed you so much.
So glad it's over.
I've missed you so much
Came out to watch you play.
Why are you running?'

Shroud-ing all the ground around me
Is this holy crow above me.
Black as holes within a memory
And blue as our new second sun.
I stick my hand into his shadow
To pull the pieces from the sand.
Which I attempt to reassemble
To see just who I might have been.
I do not recognize the vessel,
But the eyes seem so familiar.
Like phosphorescent desert buttons
Singing one familiar song...

'So good to see you.
I've missed you so much.
So glad it's over.
I've missed you so much.
Came out to watch you play.
Why are you running away?'

Prying open my third eye.
So good to see you once again.
I thought that you were hiding.
And you thought that I had run away.
Chasing the tail of dogma.
I opened my eye and there we were.

So good to see you once again
I thought that you were hiding from me.
And you thought that I had run away.
Chasing a trail of smoke and reason.

Prying open my third eye

Tuesday, November 20, 2001



I love this SO much.... And the guy who i got this off of his site, he got this e-mail from Microsoft bitching about the image.. Thats about it.