someone told me awhile ago i'd hit bottom and could only go up.
*sigh*
guess they were wrong
Saturday, September 29, 2001
Friday, September 28, 2001
Well if this seems kinda forced...it is
Well then, indifference, handy to avoid getting hurt...but then again you don't feel much either. I'd rather be hurt a million times, then realize I don't have a choice in not feeling. Indifference forces people to reach out to you...that really kills the chances of meeting new people. And we all know that counting on physical traits to attract women don't work (*cough*). But thats just my viewpoint, not as beefy as other days..but hey...its what you get
Well then, indifference, handy to avoid getting hurt...but then again you don't feel much either. I'd rather be hurt a million times, then realize I don't have a choice in not feeling. Indifference forces people to reach out to you...that really kills the chances of meeting new people. And we all know that counting on physical traits to attract women don't work (*cough*). But thats just my viewpoint, not as beefy as other days..but hey...its what you get
Thursday, September 27, 2001
If i havn't showed you this poem before, here it is:
I was blessed in the church of I don't give a fuck
Indifference, where I call my home
Indifference, tucks me in at night
Indifference is my pillow
Indifference is my security blanket
I am a superhero with the power of not caring
Wearing my long red cape
With a huge W on my rippling chest
I am whatever man
duh dutata duh
Here to save you from pointless emotions
Needless drama
And petty people
Able to leap tension in a single bound
Faster than a snide remark
More powerful than any gossip
Look in the sky
It's a bird
It's a plane
No, it's, well aren't ya going to look?
Nope, cause I don't give a fuck
continuing the posting once a day thing...
Subliminal messaging
Have you ever read one of those “what your dreams mean” books? What that seems to me to be is a load of bullshit, bee stings do not equal money (something that has been said in dream books). Its my Opkissmeinion that such books will only be effective in “communicating” with your subconscious, giving it a rules of communications. While it may be interesting, I prefer to deciphugmeer my “virgin” dreams.
This Message subltouchmeiminalized by:
The Devil
Subliminal messaging
Have you ever read one of those “what your dreams mean” books? What that seems to me to be is a load of bullshit, bee stings do not equal money (something that has been said in dream books). Its my Opkissmeinion that such books will only be effective in “communicating” with your subconscious, giving it a rules of communications. While it may be interesting, I prefer to deciphugmeer my “virgin” dreams.
This Message subltouchmeiminalized by:
The Devil
Wednesday, September 26, 2001
Hey everyone, continuing with my principle of posting once a day, heres something for you all. I wrote this shortly after waking up, this was a dream I had.
We were kissing, my hands resting on your ass, time passed. Eventually you drew away, and began to run yelling “Why do you always’s do this to me Jack??” I chased you around, and every time I would catch up, we would talk for a moment, then you’d run off again.
The place we were inside was some kind of cathedral, with a pond, and floating on that pond was a computer, the mouse was floating around in the water, and MSN Messanger was loaded, when I fired up the program, I could tell that she was behind me, I turned around and she began to run anew.
Damn odd dreams
We were kissing, my hands resting on your ass, time passed. Eventually you drew away, and began to run yelling “Why do you always’s do this to me Jack??” I chased you around, and every time I would catch up, we would talk for a moment, then you’d run off again.
The place we were inside was some kind of cathedral, with a pond, and floating on that pond was a computer, the mouse was floating around in the water, and MSN Messanger was loaded, when I fired up the program, I could tell that she was behind me, I turned around and she began to run anew.
Damn odd dreams
Tuesday, September 25, 2001
Well, there seems to have been a little pocket of posts all of the sudden... But here is what i can to share:
Skygate
Eye ball
Women
Wood face
Sheep
Tablet
Golconde
These are just some of my favorites... these all came from a Russian Gothic Site at the art section, i havn't looked at any of the other sections though.
Skygate
Eye ball
Women
Wood face
Sheep
Tablet
Golconde
These are just some of my favorites... these all came from a Russian Gothic Site at the art section, i havn't looked at any of the other sections though.
Monday, September 24, 2001
Hey everyone, I think I've found something worth sharing with you all
the site is Rusted Faith Design
No my friends, its not goddless, like certain songs I can name (Dandy Warhols anyone?)
but after reviewing that site, I'm suprised at how much detail is possible, then again I'm a sheltered gnome...
the site is Rusted Faith Design
No my friends, its not goddless, like certain songs I can name (Dandy Warhols anyone?)
but after reviewing that site, I'm suprised at how much detail is possible, then again I'm a sheltered gnome...
this is my realization for the week:
other people have some pretty fucked up problems too.
even the scary cheerleader staying with me.
(we actually had a semi-deep conversation, *shudder*)
so...
i guess i'd like to know why/how other people can handle their so very much better than i can.
i wish i could just stay on forever
other people have some pretty fucked up problems too.
even the scary cheerleader staying with me.
(we actually had a semi-deep conversation, *shudder*)
so...
i guess i'd like to know why/how other people can handle their so very much better than i can.
i wish i could just stay on forever
This was forwarded to me, and i have to say...Ted Nugent is the man.
Written by Ted Nugent, the rock singer and hunter/naturalists, upon hearing that California Senators B. Boxer and D. Feinstein denounced him for being a "gun owner" and a "Rock Star". This was his response after telling the senators about his past contributions to children's charities and scholarship foundations which have totaled more than $13.7 million in the last 5 years.
I'm a Bad American - this pretty much sums it up for me. I like big trucks, big boats, big houses, and naturally, pretty women. I believe the money I make belongs to me and my family, not some mid-level governmental functionary with a bad comb-over who wants to give it away to crack addicts squirting out babies. I don't care about appearing compassionate. I think playing with toy guns doesn't make you a killer. I believe ignoring your kids and giving them Prozac might. I think I'm doing betterthan the homeless. I don't think being a minority makes you noble or victimized. I have the right not to be tolerant of others because they are different, weird or make me mad. This is my life to live, and not necessarily up to others expectations. I know what SEX is and there are not varying degrees of it. I don't celebrate Kwanzaa. But if you want to that's fine; I just don't feel like everyone else should have to. I believe that if you are selling me a Dairy Queen shake, a pack of cigarettes, or hotel room you do it in English. As of matter of fact, if you are an American citizen you should speak English. My uncles and forefathers shouldn't have had to die in vain so you can leave the countries you were born in to come disrespect ours, and make us bend to your will. Get over it. I think the cops have every right to shoot your sorry butt if you're running from them after they tell you to stop. If you can't understand the word 'freeze' or 'stop' in English, see the previous line. I don't use the excuse "it's for the children" as a shield for unpopular opinions or actions. I know how to count votes and I feel much safer letting a machine with no political affiliation do a recount when needed. I know what the definition of lying is, and it isn't based on the word "is" - ever. I don't think just because you were not born in this country, you qualify for any special loan programs, gov't sponsored bank loans, etc., so you can open a hotel, 7-Eleven, trinket shop, or any thing else, while the indigenous peoples can't get past a high school education because they can't afford it. I didn't take the initiative in inventing the Internet. I thought the Taco Bell dog was funny. I want them to bring back safe and sane fireworks. I believe no one ever died because of something Ice-T or Marilyn Manson sang, but that doesn't mean I want to listen to that crap from someone else's car when I'm stopped at a red light. But I respect your right to. I think that being a student doesn't give you any more enlightenment than working at Blockbuster or Jack In The Box. I don't want to eat or drink anything with the words light, lite or fat-free on the package. Our soldiers did not go to some foreign country and risk their lives in vain and defend our Constitution so that decades later you can tell me it's a living document ever changing and is open to interpretation. The guys who wrote it were light years ahead of anyone today, and they meant what they said - now leave the document alone, or there's going to be trouble. I don't hate the rich. I help the poor. I know wrestling is fake. I've never owned, or was a slave, and a large percentage of our forefathers weren't wealthy enough to own one either. Please stop blaming me because some prior white people were idiots - and remember, tons of white, Indian, Chinese, and other races have been enslaved too -it was wrong for every one of them. I believe a self-righteous liberal Democrat with a cause is more dangerous than a Hell's Angel with an attitude. I want to know exactly
which church is it where the "Reverend" Jessie Jackson preaches; and, whatexactly is his job function. I own a gun, you can own a gun, and any red-blooded American should be allowed to own a gun, but if you use it in a crime, then you will serve the time. I think Bill Gates has every right to keep every penny he made and continue to make more. If it makes you mad, then invent the next operating system that's better and put your name on the building. Ask your buddy that invented the Internet to help you. I don't believe in hate crime legislation. Even suggesting it makes me mad. You're telling me that someone who is a minority, gay, disabled, another nationality, or otherwise different from the mainstream of this country has more value as a human being that I do as a white male? If someone kills anyone, I'd say that it's a hate crime. We don't need more laws! Let's enforce the ones we already have. I think turkey bacon, turkey beef, turkey fake anything sucks. I believe that it doesn't take a village to raise a child - it takes a parent with the guts to stand up to the kid and spank his butt and say "NO!" when it's necessary to do so. I'll admit that the only movie that ever made me cry was Ole' Yeller. I didn't realize Dr. Seuss was a genius until I had a kid. I will not be frowned upon or be looked down upon or be made to keep silent because I have these beliefs and opinions. I thought this country allowed me that right. I will not conform or compromise just to keep from hurting somebody's feelings. I'm neither angry nor disenfranchised, no matter how desperately the mainstream media would like the world to believe otherwise. Yes, I guess by some people's definition, I may be a bad American. But that's tough.
Ted Nugent
Written by Ted Nugent, the rock singer and hunter/naturalists, upon hearing that California Senators B. Boxer and D. Feinstein denounced him for being a "gun owner" and a "Rock Star". This was his response after telling the senators about his past contributions to children's charities and scholarship foundations which have totaled more than $13.7 million in the last 5 years.
I'm a Bad American - this pretty much sums it up for me. I like big trucks, big boats, big houses, and naturally, pretty women. I believe the money I make belongs to me and my family, not some mid-level governmental functionary with a bad comb-over who wants to give it away to crack addicts squirting out babies. I don't care about appearing compassionate. I think playing with toy guns doesn't make you a killer. I believe ignoring your kids and giving them Prozac might. I think I'm doing betterthan the homeless. I don't think being a minority makes you noble or victimized. I have the right not to be tolerant of others because they are different, weird or make me mad. This is my life to live, and not necessarily up to others expectations. I know what SEX is and there are not varying degrees of it. I don't celebrate Kwanzaa. But if you want to that's fine; I just don't feel like everyone else should have to. I believe that if you are selling me a Dairy Queen shake, a pack of cigarettes, or hotel room you do it in English. As of matter of fact, if you are an American citizen you should speak English. My uncles and forefathers shouldn't have had to die in vain so you can leave the countries you were born in to come disrespect ours, and make us bend to your will. Get over it. I think the cops have every right to shoot your sorry butt if you're running from them after they tell you to stop. If you can't understand the word 'freeze' or 'stop' in English, see the previous line. I don't use the excuse "it's for the children" as a shield for unpopular opinions or actions. I know how to count votes and I feel much safer letting a machine with no political affiliation do a recount when needed. I know what the definition of lying is, and it isn't based on the word "is" - ever. I don't think just because you were not born in this country, you qualify for any special loan programs, gov't sponsored bank loans, etc., so you can open a hotel, 7-Eleven, trinket shop, or any thing else, while the indigenous peoples can't get past a high school education because they can't afford it. I didn't take the initiative in inventing the Internet. I thought the Taco Bell dog was funny. I want them to bring back safe and sane fireworks. I believe no one ever died because of something Ice-T or Marilyn Manson sang, but that doesn't mean I want to listen to that crap from someone else's car when I'm stopped at a red light. But I respect your right to. I think that being a student doesn't give you any more enlightenment than working at Blockbuster or Jack In The Box. I don't want to eat or drink anything with the words light, lite or fat-free on the package. Our soldiers did not go to some foreign country and risk their lives in vain and defend our Constitution so that decades later you can tell me it's a living document ever changing and is open to interpretation. The guys who wrote it were light years ahead of anyone today, and they meant what they said - now leave the document alone, or there's going to be trouble. I don't hate the rich. I help the poor. I know wrestling is fake. I've never owned, or was a slave, and a large percentage of our forefathers weren't wealthy enough to own one either. Please stop blaming me because some prior white people were idiots - and remember, tons of white, Indian, Chinese, and other races have been enslaved too -it was wrong for every one of them. I believe a self-righteous liberal Democrat with a cause is more dangerous than a Hell's Angel with an attitude. I want to know exactly
which church is it where the "Reverend" Jessie Jackson preaches; and, whatexactly is his job function. I own a gun, you can own a gun, and any red-blooded American should be allowed to own a gun, but if you use it in a crime, then you will serve the time. I think Bill Gates has every right to keep every penny he made and continue to make more. If it makes you mad, then invent the next operating system that's better and put your name on the building. Ask your buddy that invented the Internet to help you. I don't believe in hate crime legislation. Even suggesting it makes me mad. You're telling me that someone who is a minority, gay, disabled, another nationality, or otherwise different from the mainstream of this country has more value as a human being that I do as a white male? If someone kills anyone, I'd say that it's a hate crime. We don't need more laws! Let's enforce the ones we already have. I think turkey bacon, turkey beef, turkey fake anything sucks. I believe that it doesn't take a village to raise a child - it takes a parent with the guts to stand up to the kid and spank his butt and say "NO!" when it's necessary to do so. I'll admit that the only movie that ever made me cry was Ole' Yeller. I didn't realize Dr. Seuss was a genius until I had a kid. I will not be frowned upon or be looked down upon or be made to keep silent because I have these beliefs and opinions. I thought this country allowed me that right. I will not conform or compromise just to keep from hurting somebody's feelings. I'm neither angry nor disenfranchised, no matter how desperately the mainstream media would like the world to believe otherwise. Yes, I guess by some people's definition, I may be a bad American. But that's tough.
Ted Nugent
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