things never randomly work out...
i cannot wait until thursday
damn i am pissed off at everything/body
or most of them
actually only a few
but they make me in a very bad mood which makes me pissed at everybody
dammit
yeah, it's spelled right, look it up
fuck you
old people should not kick me
i should be able to sleep in
i should not have to be myself
i should be able to get rid of It, but i can't
i can't sleep without It smothering me
i dunno, i just get...so scared sometimes...
and i have no one to talk to and even if i did i wouldn't be able to
i wish i could just kill the parts of me i hate
i just don't know anymore
i'm really worried about me
i thought it was just the circumstances lately, but...
they've changed and i'm still the same